Tuesday, November 30, 2011
Hmmm . .took some pics in the garden yesterday, late in the afternoon .. .the sunset/rise and twilight settings seem to darken them … methinks I need a flash on this camera!Yesterday, let’s see now .. what did I do? Oh, yes, went through every freakin pile of paper on my desk, in the drawers and in my new storage containers, looking for a receipt for recent purchases. I sometimes have the very bad habit of not looking at the total when I buy items on sale. thinking that the cash registers are correct. However, I believe that this time I didn’t receive the sale discounts!
I distinctly remember tossing the register receipt in the general direction of my desk when I got home. However, somehow it has disappeared into oblivion. This does happen of course. I sometimes wonder if we actually are living in a parallel universe .. when things that are long lost do reappear. Like socks, you know?
Spent a few hours sorting, looking, searching, but no joy. The result is that my little office is looking neat, though. DH commented on this when he arrived home after a long hard day at work. He was quite impressed.
I, on the other hand, was still feeling frustrated at not finding that little piece of paper. I just know that it is here “somewhere”. And, looking around my room .. it does feel better, everything in its place. I start out like that and then get caught up in the daily routine of life and it doesn’t take long to attain that “casual” look!
Finally, yesterday, gave up the search, admitted defeat and decided to zip down to Michael’s to use a 50% coupon. (oh, those darn coupons, anyway). Almost bought a very inspirational book, however, balked at paying full price, so back on the shelf it went. Enjoyed my visit, only bought a few items and then home again.
Since the weather was cold and rainy .. I decided to spend a few happy hours organizing my cozy craft area. Rearranged the placement of my lovely old oak table, brought in that re-painted cupboard with drawers, the garage sale special that I had transformed with paint .. it sits very nicely beside the table. Sorted out the variety of paints, adhesives, design books. Set up my laptop. Settled in and started searching StumbleUpon.
This little area is just perfect for storing my garden tools! I love my colourful multi-drawered storage unit – my amazing $10 buy from Used Victoria! Saw the same type of unit at Michael’s, but only one column of drawers (my $10 set has two columns of drawers!). And there was a great difference in price!! I just love getting unexpected bargains!
This reality of having lots of time to just relax and focus on my crafts is taking awhile to sink in and absorb. For so many years I’ve always been busy with extra jobs, hobbies, duties … dreaming of that far off day “when” I could spend untold hours to play.
I remember distinctly a moment in time .. at high school. Watching a group of fellow students entering the Art room .. I so badly wanted to join them, but it wasn’t in my curriculum. I envied these laughing, carefree people, taking their time entering this most hallowed (to me) universe.
Then many years later, listening to more laughing people who were attending Art School. Wow. Art School. Where you could play around with creativity, play with paints and just have fun all the live long day.
And then, the years spent working in a milieu of, let’s say “non-artistic” surroundings. When all I wanted was to fill my world with music and beauty. Well .. now I am rewarded with this most precious of all gifts & rewards. Now I do spend my time in beauty, creativity and appreciation of nature. I’m a little more mature than I was. But, really, what is maturity?
I used to think that maturity meant keeping my face very haughty, non-smiling. That was when I was a teen and I think that this is hardwired into every teenager. Looking back .. now … I can smile at my sweet little haughty photos!! Me wearing a homemade blue & white polka dot, polished cotton dress. I was quite the little sewer then. No detail too tiny to add to any outfit. I impressed myself, even. French seams on gauzy blouses, bound buttonholes, bias cut petal shaped dress collars, intricate inlays of wavy rick rack sewn carefully. Lined skirts.
I can still utilize those crazy sewing styles now .. creating fabric items is fun! And I love translating ideas into reality.
Well, this morning is speeding along .. so off I go, to start another wonderful day in my lovely daily life! There are sales to attend. Birds to watch. Friends to visit.
🙂